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[09 Oct 2005|08:50am]
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[23 Sep 2005|03:52pm]
[ mood | blah ]

So im actually gunna update this thing for once. this have been pretty sad lately.

 

The deaths of the three people. and my stray cat whom i like loved died/got caught/got killed. (i have a feeling its the first one tho :/) idk but i never realized how much i'd really miss him if he left. (he lived outside) and now the other one is all alone. and he screams for the one that died every night. and it makes me feel bad. so my goal is to try to catch her. ne tips would be nice.?

 

So yea. i stayed in ap english if anyone was wondering lol. against my will of course. but i have an 87%. so i guess i cant complain. im still mad tho. whatever.

 

Its really lonely in my house. cuz im normally all alone. i dont like it but whatever lol. and i have to work tomorrow. for 8 hours. yuck. ok im done. just thought id update. cuz i havent in a while.

 

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[02 Sep 2005|09:12am]
[ mood | confused ]

So i think i might drop AP english. i hate doing that. but that class makes me feel like a failure. I might switch into college writing. danielle's in that class. but thats the only thing i would want to take. i hate dropping classes. i really wish i was smarter. i really do. i always thought i was sorta smart. but i was wrong the whole time. ihavent read as much as i shuld. i havent even read ne books from the list konicek showed us. except crucible. idk what to do. i wish everything came easy to me. maybe getting a job wasnt such a good idea. i get paid today tho. but its gunna really stress me out. i already have to tell them i cant work one of my days next week. i feel really bad. but school comes first. ok im done. no one reads these. except maybe danielle. cuz shes the only one that would ever comment lol.

 <333.

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[22 Aug 2005|08:35am]
[ mood | weird ]

So I've been thinking a lot lately. Idk whether my brother and sister leaving is a good thing or bad thing. I'm going to miss them soo much. I've never had the house to myself without them around. I'm gunna miss listening to my brothers stories about cars at the dinner table. I'm gunna miss having them to talk to. Two years as an only child. Then im off to college and my brother comes home (maybe). Its going to be sooo weird. I'm losing part of my wardrobe lol (my sister) its so weird having a whole living room full of things. You can hardly walk through there cuz theres so much stuff. We move my sister in tomorrow. I hope im not a mess. We move my brother in Thursday. This will be a hard week. forgive me now. I wanna go move them in so i can meet their roommates. I hope their nice. My sister met hers up at birch run. My brothers never talked to his. my mom did tho. He likes chevy's. my brother hates Chevy's. lol. My mom says he sounds energetic and fun. I hope so. I can't wait to see my brothers room in like a month. Its gunna be a mess. Hopefully his roommate likes to be clean lol. I'm glad they arent going too far away. both are like a 3 hour drive. I hope they come back to visit. Ok i cant write any more about this.

 

So i started working. I like everyone there. I feel bad asking them so many questions though. I think I'm getting the hang of it. I'm going broke on food tho. Thank god i dont have to pay for gas yet. I wouldnt be able to pay for it. My mom said after a few paychecks i have to start paying for my phone. I'm still gunna be broke even working. I dont have to work this whole week.

 

Im going to big red check-in this morning. cuz i cant go tomorrow at my scheduled time. im not even sure im allowed to go today. whatever. its not my fault they scheduled me at a bad time. We're leaving at 6am tomorrow morning. which means we'll be packing the car/her stuff all of today. same with wednesday. I wish i had more time to hang out with friends. i havent seen much of them all summer :( i miss them soooo much and i hope i havent lost ne of them as friends. <33.

 

Hardly anyone reads LJ's ne more so whatever. it felt good to write these things down. You can comment if you want <3...

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[10 Aug 2005|09:52pm]
[ mood | tired ]

So i actually decided to update this thing again...no one reads it but i like writing my feelings down ya know?

OK. so i dont really feel like writing about my camping weekend with kristen cuz it would take wayy to long..maybe next time ;) but it was a blast even tho i got harassed lol. i loved every second of it. kayaking was veryy fun//even tho i ran into every kid on the trip and ran into every possible thing in the river :/. but whatever it was fun. you can ask about it if u wanna know k?

Yesterday nite kristen and danielle came over. first real hangout with danielle (-germany) so that made me happy <3. it was fun. kristen spent the nite. we all went and got DQ in the process of taking danielle home..it was good. the fam was jealous lol. the car ride home with kristen was deff the funniest thing ever..cant even write it in here :)

Today we got new furniture...i just got home from art van actually..its leather. and pretty. and burgandy. and comfy. and i love it :)

I got the job at ACO :). my first day is the 17th (9-4) then the 18th(3-9) and the 19th(3-9) so yea there goes my friday nite..whatever...its moneyyyyyy :) and i need it badly cept they didnt schedule me to train with ne one i know..but i work with my sister all of thursday and an hour on friday.friday might be her last day so yea.

Well im done. cuz like i said-- no one reads this. everyone has myspace lol. except me. cuz im jsut that cool :(

 

Comment if u want <33.

 

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[01 Aug 2005|07:54pm]
[ mood | calm ]

So i pretty much have a job at aco...blahh i have like 145345158475 papers to fill out (and its not a joke..ill show u all of them lol) shuld be fun lol. idk when i would start but i dont want to..at all. but w.e i dont think i can start this week which is good and i cant work the weekend and i cant work the 10-17th...or 23rd or 25th...so there goes august :P lol

So yea i was GOING TO visit danielle at dance...so me and my sister go there and we see her dancing...retard ;) she said she had a break from 7:15 to 8 something...obviously not lmao. i dont even know if she saw me...lol whatever

 

im bored...so theres my pointless update :D comment<3.

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[30 Jul 2005|12:03pm]
[ mood | content ]

So i think im getting a job at ACO...lmao im applying later on today..but chris told my dad fer me to come in cuz they really need the extra help lol. besides i basically know everyone that works there...dunno if my sister will like it but hey shes leaving soon ne ways :) and i think itll be a good first job cuz noooo one else hires if u have no experience lol so yeaa hopefully thatll work...andd another plus is that u can take off as many days as u want...ahh so sweet :)

So um yea my parents arent going out.. lol but itll still be fun

I hate school. esp AP English...cuz these books suck..i read the first one..it wasnt too bad. but the second one..boy oh boy i got through 3 pages and im about to rip it up..and i know the ending cuz my sister hinted at it lol. i dont want school to start. i hate school.

I cant waiiiit to go camping with kristen tho this weekend :) well enxt weekend i guess it would be lol. she warned me about it tho 0:-) im kinda scared ;)

So um yea another pointless update but w.e

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[29 Jul 2005|09:21pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | almost ]

So im an only child fer the weekend..and i think im gunna like it :) its gunna be like this when my bro and sis both go off to college in less than a month...ill miss them..but w.e

Today was kinda fun. me and my mom just kinda hung out. we went shopping a lil. i got 2 tank tops and a pair of flip flops fer less then $2 :D i think their cute. then we just kinda came home and did nothing..i really wish all my friends werent as busy lol. i need a job so i wont have so much eztra time :P any one know any place thats hiring?  lol. now im just boredd

Tomorrow nite im home alone all nite :D hopefully theres some good movies at the movie store lol. maybe tomorrow nite will be better than i expect lol.

my knee hurts :/ realllly bad...well not as bad as yesterday. i slammed it against a metal thing climbing into my bro's jeep (its high off the ground) its all bruised and it hurts to walk lol. i like hop up the stairs..its kinda fun tho :) i just hope i didnt hurt it too bad...idk...its ugly lol

 

that was pointless :)

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[28 Jul 2005|10:38pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Well tonite was a veryy boring nite..the afternoon wasnt all excitement either

My sister left with her friends this morning...and i know its bad to say..but i could use a coulpe days without her lol. she took my shirt and my lotion tho which im taking right when she gets home...andd when shes packing her clothes fer college...my door is staying shut and she isnt taking my stuff >:-0 my dad told me to do that lol. so yea and my brother is going up north tomorrow nite with tyler (i think). sooo yea.and my parents are going out on sat. nite Any one wanna do something saturday nite?!?!?! lol.

So today me and my mom went to Olga's for lunch. and then to English Gardens. and then home. and then to get gas. and pick up the rest of my germany pictures. (i finished my scrapbook today and i put my pics in a photo alcum lol) andd i think thats all we did lol. and then at 8:30 tonite i made cookies lol. it onli took me an hour cuz ive memorized the whole recipe :)

So um yea...daniellle still isnt back :( i hope shes back on saturday. i hope shes alive. andd kristen left today. im bored without them two. i mean yea i can talk to other ppl but no one knows me quite as well as them two lol. buttt i really need to hang out with other ppl this summer too :)

 

Thats about it..cuz im tired and im going to bed now :) g'night

 

CommEnT <33.

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[25 Jul 2005|05:42pm]

So this might be a little long...since its been over a week since ive updated and lots happened up north :)

So we left for Ferris St. on Thursday and got up there pretty late. my bro's orientation was at like 9 am(friday). way to early. it wasnt too bad. i dont remember what time we left. then we drove up north. it was like a 2 1/2 hour drive or so. im not sure. i dont think we did ne thing that day except take naps and go to dinner somewhere.

Saturday my dad came up really early in the morning and got up there at noon. i think we went out on the boat. we saw carol and gary and their cute dog bailey. i loved him. he played so much. he tore their frisbee like in half :P. we went out to dinner at vivios that nite. it was good.

Sunday my sister and Lisa came up and got there around 1 pm. we went out on the boat. and jet ski. uhh then my brother and dad left later (before dinner). we went to dinner at hoppies. it was good again. i think thats all we did that night.

 

Monday we went out on the boat (duhh) lol. and jet ski of course. I think thats all we did. and then we went to dinner at northwoods.

Tuesday we went to traverse city to visit Lisa's parents and to drop her off with them. we spent the whole day there. on the beach. we wanted to rent a trampoline for the water. but it was too expensive. ($50/hour) and it was kinda late. we had tacos for dinner. i made up a good snack. everyone was proud ;) lmao jk. then we went to coldstone. it was soo good. ive never been there before. but ill deff go back. and then i felt sick. along with everyone else lol. we left at like 7 or so? idk. it took us 1 1/2 hours to get back up north. 

well all the other days i dont remember much. we bought a big tube for our boat. its name is mable (mabel? idk) no we didnt name it. the name is on it lol. and it was sooooo much fun. i know that was saturday when we went out on it. and we bought water squirters. omg. me and my sister got killlled with them. she hit some random guy sitting in the front of a boat and i hit the guy driving the boat lmao. they deff called that one right "surprise attackkk" lmao. two guys sprayed the back of us soooo hard. and we squirted these two teenage guys on jetskis even tho they didnt have them (they tried to splash us but it didnt work) so yea that was soooo much fun.

One of the days we went putt putt. i got 2nd place lol. one of the days we went shopping in gaylord. i got 2 pairs of shoes and 4 pairs of earrings and i think that was it. the rest of the days we just went on the boat

So we came home sunday after the day on the boat with mabel and the water squirters. we left at 9 am. me and my sister saw an accident happen. it was freaky. i was oddly watching the car that smashed into the other car. idk why i was watching it. so i saw the whole thing. i didnt like it :/. then we saw another accident and there was already like everyone there (police, ambulance, etc.) a van with a big trailer flipped over. it looked horrible.

So then on sunday we had the german party. it was fun. adamskis little girl (megan) like fell in love with me. she asked me 6 times to go play with her and i felt terrible telling her i was busy. and then she sat on ricks lap and was telling jokes lol. it was a pretty fun day i guess :) (sorry dani i didnt do what you told me to do :/)

So yea idk where dani is...no one does...me and kristen are trying to figure it out :/ cuz we miss her  lol. she supposed to be home. but no one is even answering her house phone. oh catau.

so that was muchhh longer than i expected. idk. comment if u want <33.

 

 

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[13 Jul 2005|10:14pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Hmm I love Danielle Catau :) ive seen her for 3 days in a row...lol and were still not sick of eachother lmao..

 

Onn Monday i met her at her dance studio ((she finally called after my 7 voicemails hahh)) so we went to travis' for dinner...she still owes me for it but oh well shes broke so idc. Then at 10 o'clock she came to my house to spend the nite 0:-) lovellly... funn nite i must say lmfao:) <3 so thenn at 7AM we woke up cuz we had to be at her house at 9 or she was grounded ((she had to watch her lil bro)) andd then we cleaned out her room cuz she was getting new furniture...shess deff my best friend..i mean come on i cleaned her carpet with a toothbrush .omg catau that was insaannne. so yea then  we went swimming in her Sub Pool. There was like 5 ppl which was niceee...and some construction workers lol. Then i left and drove home in my bathing suit..hah how uncomfortable.Thenn today i wanted to see her new furniture so i went over there at 7 oclock or so..we were gunna go to DQ bnut decided to go to Starbucks. It was yummmmy :)On the way some kids stuck their head out of their freakin window to stare..and gave us a weird look:( hah so yea then we just drove around..and then went to her house to drop her off cuz i was supposed to be home at 9:30 but i called my mom and changed it to 10 lol. So then we couldnt go out again cuz her mom said nooo. So we chilled fer a 1/2 hour or so and talked online and listened to music.

 

Man im gunna miss her :( im not gunna see her fer a weeeeeeek. shes leaving and so am i..hah i remember last year when she went to camp me and kristen sent her a big box of jolly ranchers..im not even gunna be home this year to send it tho :( im sucha bad friend lol.so yea those were my past threee days

 

Comments would be nice <3 ;)

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[11 Jul 2005|07:38pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Danielle Catau is going to get her buttttt kicked when I find her >:-0

 

fool....ok so i was supposed to go to dinner with her...cuz she has dance at mary skibas...so first we got disconnected so i called her back and told her to call me...did she NO lmao...so i called her back like 1486515345 more times...anddd she never answered...so i just went up there...psssh she wasnt there...MIA maybe? well i do believe these three ppl think im an idiot seeing that i walked into Mary Skibas and then walked down a little hallway then walked out? lol...yea so i left her another voicemail...goshhhh maybe she'll call back by next week?so maybe we arent hanging out tonite :(

 

Sooo theres my excitement for the nite...lol hopefully it changes and i can edit this to say she called me back lmao

 

<33 leave me comments :)

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[10 Jul 2005|10:18pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

So its like 10 oclock at nite..and normally id be asleep...butttt i took like 486484756 naps on the boat so nooo im really awake of course...so heres my week:

Monday i think we left to go up north...we were supposed to leave earlier but no..we didnt...fools..so we got up there anddd idk what we did...i dont really remember what we did very much....i know we went on the boat everyyy day (5 or 6) and i got burnt...itll turn to a good tan...but til then it hurts

soo yea my brother came up yesterday i guess? idk and we neevr went putt putt and we nevver got the general store pizza...and those were the two things i went up for...needless to say...i was mucho pissed off today andd yea today was a bad day...to start...

thenn came the ride home...3 1/2 hours in my brothers car: his mustang..with no A/C...windows alll the way open the whole way...radio blasting(but he has no radio so it was ONE cd...over and over and overrr again) so yea...he was going 90mph the whole way...(scary) and then we realized my parents were right in front of us driving...and we kept going fast? loser lol so um yea and it was fun but kinda insane...cuz i couldnt sleep and i alwaysss sleep the whole time

So im leaving on Thursday again and me my mom and my brother are going to FSU for his freshhy orientation...shuld b a blast....NOT and then were going up north again...fer the whole week? im not sure...ne one wanna come with me??? pleaseeee ;)  and then we have the german party on the 24th...parents invited? wth...i was hoping not lol whatever it shuld be fun?

yea i think im done fer now..comment if u want ;)

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[03 Jul 2005|10:30am]

Were not up north yet....we were supposed to go up yesterday but nooo my brother has history homework....which is why were not going up today either...which makes me veryyy upset....ive been sitting in this house fer the past 2 days thinking were going up north when i couldve been out places....and what makes me more mad...is that hes had this h/w fer like a month but didnt do it and its due tuesday...andd my mom informed me that if our germany party is while were up north...im not going...i love it...they change their plans for my brother but not for me...sweeet...i feel the love >:-0..hopefully ill b able to go..itd be nice to find out when it is tho :)

So basically this summer has suckkked so far..besides germany that is...i hate to say it...but i really liked being away from my family...i felt so free and i felt like nothing could go wrong...and now its back to all the crapp of daily life...i started reading "the awakening" for AP english...and i must say i dont think ill be able to finish it without killing myself ;)....ive been reading it everyday pretty much and for like n hour  at a time...and im on page 40...stupiddd school

 

ok im done cuz im going to shower :)  *commentt*

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[01 Jul 2005|03:31pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

So im not updating about my trip...itll take too long...besides everyone that reads this already knows about it...and if u dont know about it and u want to then just talk to me and ill explain the whole thing :)

So i got my schedule for next year...im gunna HATE next year...i have:

1.) AP Chem with Mr. A

2.) German with Adamski

3.) AP English with Ms. Konicek

4.) Keyboarding with who the hell knows who

5.) math with vredeveld

6.)sociology with rowzee

 

german screwed up my accounting class so i couldnt take that (damn ;)) andd i cant have zinn cuz of chem and german...so yeaa and i have rowzee...whom i hate with a passion...i might try to get outta that and into creative writing with kozek? idk im mad...butt i do have 2 classes with danielle at least :) ap chem and german and maybe we'll have math?

 

So thats about all i think :) ill update sometime laterrr cuz im pissed off right now but its one of those moods where im laughing as well...cuz i find whats going on right now hilarious at the same time retarded ahhh i hate how i cant just yell at people when im pissed cuz i really wanna yell at someone right now >:-0

 

 

ahhh im gunna explode if u dont shut uppppp

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[26 Jun 2005|08:15pm]
I don´t wanna leaveee :( besides the fact that i havent eaten all week....i love it here...but i am starvingggg (i had to buy pizza hut today :/) oh well
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[26 Jun 2005|01:20pm]
So its like 6 AM in the United States right now so i dont even know why im updating...today is our last day...i wish we could go out tonite but he said we cant so im fer shur having my last legal drink at dinner tonite lol

Im still sick but i think im getting better :) the plane ride is gunna suckkk if i dont get better....cuy i cant sleep on a 7 hour plane ride :/

I ate pizza hut today fer lunch...and adamski walked by...hah how embarassing...but at least im eating...i havent eaten thi whole trip really...whoops lol

Andd im officially DONE drinking coke and pepsi...no more...ive had wayy to much over here

well i gotta go cuz im gunna write an email to my parents :)

<33 u all
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[25 Jun 2005|01:40am]

So im in Germany right now...at the internet cafe

 

im sick today and it suckkkkkks....herr herr Adamski gave me cough losenges and they taste yummmmy hopefully ill be better tomorrow.....rose says she thinks its strep but adamski says its just a virus...whatever

 

Tomorrow were going to the deutsches meuseum...it shuld be fun i hope....then we take naps all day and stay up all night to get ready for our 3 AM train ride to the airport....im madddd were leaving in 2 days....it doesnt feel like weve been here that long and i knoww ill miss some people...i met pretty much everyone on the trip

 

andd i had my first "Legal" drink....it was good too....i was gunna have something tonite....but i figured it wouldnt help too much in me getting better

 

ill write about the trip later cuy i dont feel like doing it now....but its fun and i realized i could soooo live here.....

 

 

sooo ill see everyone when i get back :) i havent talked to catauuu the whole time and i miss her but i think shes coming home from kentucky sooooon

 

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[17 Jun 2005|05:37pm]
[ mood | busy ]

So this will be my lastt update until I come back from germany…ill miss all of you terribly…<33  oh and dani…ill make u ur own entry when I get back…sorry hun I just don’t have time

 

I just finished packing…I havee wayyy to much stuff..better weigh it before I leave J sooo uhh I think im pretty much done…leave me a million comments to come back to J J

<33 you all

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[16 Jun 2005|08:59pm]
there ya go cooney
<3333


2 daysssss:):)
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